I'm ready to burst into tears at any moment for any reason...and actually, it's just for one reason.
I'll never understand why until it's all over, I suppose...but it's my own fault. I suppose it has to do with choice.
While I'm not unhappy with my choice, in fact, I'm very happy with it, I still wonder about the other choice. The other choice might have caused me to walk a very different path, but I might have been just as happy...or...
but I will never know. I do know that I'm so sad right now because...well, because of him.
I just need a day or two to get this all out of my system.
I promise to return to my normal laughing smiling happy self.
Just not today.
Today, I need to let it all out.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
