Reflections...

I don't know where to begin or what to think. I'm so full of emotions, and, honestly, I'm all over the place.

My heart is hurting. I feel...bruised. I feel...misunderstood. I feel...attacked.

By the one I'm supposed to love the most. Who's supposed to love me the most.

I just can't take it any more. I just can't.

All I know is that something changed somewhere along the way, and now, all I am is...

half crazy.

I feel like a robot, just going through the motions.

What will become of me? What will become of us?

I'm so sorry, my love. We are supposed to make it. We are supposed to be forever.

Forever.  And beyond forever.

What am I going to do?

May God be with us.

Peace.